Happy New Year , i learned alot in 2009 & hope to learn & understand much more in 2010 .
Next year will be atleast as good got through alot in the past year ,looking forward to getting all the necesarry things organized & starting some new projects .
K

   Question:

" How did the concept of a game become this catch-all term to describe self-interested romantic maneuvering? It is completely the wrong word and the wrong idea.

 A game has rules to which every player agrees. The back-and-forth exchange of control is material and evident. A game is made up of conventions and takes place in a circumscribed area. Most importantly, the stakes are understood.

None of these things applies to a relationship or even a flirtation. A game is the opposite of a relationship! “Games People Play” are not games at all— a person can’t play a game with someone who doesn’t know his hand has been dealt. The people in charge of such things have got to think of a new term in order to eliminate this imprecision."

 MM

Well then

Merry Christmas  ,I hope everyone enjoys their holidays .This year is a first  year in a long time since we celebrated with our whole family . when i was little we flew over & celebrated with my Grandma  but that has been a real long time ago . This year  New Years & Christmas are a family event . My Grandma is celberating Christmas with us & the rest of the family will be stopping in between now & New Years .

I did not wish for anything this year ,because i will probably spontaneously be ordering things throughout the year .I  dosen't seem fair to want more .

The one thing i do wish for though is to have more readers . I am so thankful for the ones i do have .

I do not know how often i will be attending to the blog for the next week so

Merry Christmas  & Happy NewYears !!

Goodbye 2009 now comes the new year 2010 .Hope you get everything you wished for .

K

Raquel - Neon Neon

Fuck you Rain !

Now the Rain is sure to know what you think of it's presence .

K

R.I.P  Brittany Murphy ; very sad to hear about something like this happen to someone so young . It makes you wonder what is the point .
K

Recognition

I cannot continue writting my 5 page essay without music .
K

A Film by Noah & the Whale - The First Days of Spring

Noah &The Whale has become one of my favotite Bands,they are incredibly unique  their music is striking .

Charlie Fink, the lead singer of the band, has created a 45 minute long movie that accompanies & is scored by their newest album, The First Days of Spring.
(Which i have on my iTunes ,it is on replay all the time).

The film is incredibly shot, with lots of beautiful locations and wide landscapes. The whole thing was shot in 8 days on a meager budget ,which does not show at all , it is so well done .I hope to see more Films in the futur .

The acual question though is ,what is the Film about , in your opinion ?
Take a look .

K

WHERE THE WILDTHINGS ARE in theaters 17 th of December ;TODAY .Here in Europe .The kid who playes Max is so adorable .

K

Quick Insperation Post : IMAGES

STARTLING DISCOVERY OF THE DAY

Twilight Lip Venom (...) are you trying to be funny ? I feel ashamed that i came across this .
K

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"I mean if you think about it you are kinda fucked , in terms of fashion ofcourse .I on the contrary perfer music .For you ,well everyone is trying to do the same thing . & is it not depressing to see that you look hardley different from the others? This is what must happen when everyone tryes to be unique & how could it be any different ,each inspires the other ,that is the basis of fashion ,you all admit another thing inspired you & that you are a part of eachthing you see .

 Sounds beautiful CAN be ,donot persive me wrong but IS not . Even when satisfied with oneself ;if one has their eyes WIDE open they see meaning .If however slightly closed they might aswell be blind ,hell they would be betterof blind .i hate it ,it rotts your soul & is the true defenition of a love/hate relationship /existence .

BUT it is everything i aspire to .It is the best part of my day & what i dream about in the night ,i see it in the oddestof moments & it is what i want ,always. "

Next time let's just not think about it .
K

Peterpan syndrom
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i seem to be a much darker form then i thought .
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K

Annette Messager :the Messengers       /08
"Painting, photography, articles, objects assembled from found objects, words, stuffed animals, plush toys, fabrics, embroidery, thread and knitting "_ which portray the everyday ?_
"Messager explores the various dichotomies and contradictions inherent in the human condition: religion and secularity, humor and fear, love and pain, woman and man, animal and human, childhood and adulthood, life and death, surface and substance. Springing perhaps from meditations on impulsive collecting , from games with plush toys, or from odd wordplay, Messager's art possesses both a childlike innocence and a brutality that afford multiple readings. With a flair for incorporating wry humor into even the most direct confrontations with negative aspects of human endeavor, Messager is able to move and delight people of all generations.
Charming and fantastical, and at times taking strange and mysterious forms, Messager's art works are "messengers" that talk directly to our souls. "
Amazing how you could, if you where inclined to,  read into all this so much . Truely if these viewers read into foundobjects & abused stuffed animals so much .Why can they not think about other far more important things,or things who's results would be benefitial . I adore art but often i think why don't we just take something we found in the trash & nail to to the wall ,then pretend it has sentimental value & furthermore reason ,let people think about the reason it could have and call ourself an artist .
Imagine for instance a coke can on a pedestal .
The artist & a visitor walk up to it ,the visitor looks at the can for minutes on end  pondering it's meaning ,while the artist looks smug .After the viewer believes they have unraveled the mistary behind the object on the pedestal he explains the meaning ,& reason he believes it to have .
The artist nods approvingly & later explains it means nothing, no meaning ,no reason only portaying the trivial need for humain to give everything reason ,to want to understand everything ,it means nothing & he is no artist . Or is he ? Because he portayed maby more then he ment to .

Back to the Messengers it realy is just abunch of objects nailed to the wall claiming to have value but if you are ever in Japan view maby one of her new exibits the last exibit was here ,they have any further information.
K

I finally understand why the infamouse 'heels without heels 'where made past season . I cannot believe i did not see this before !
Fashion week means a bunch of broken designer heels ,what a shame it is to loose your shoes in such a fatal accident . Also you look quite dumm spending the rest of the day in 3/4 of a pair of heels .
Now you can simple brake of the other heel too . Also i can see the potencial their ,personally i like those NICHOLAS KIRKWOOD  s look better without the heel regardless .
K

Sea of Ghosts
i seem to like those words ,that combonation.

You MUST start with the first truth .

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I have to Admit ,i am an idiot aswell .
Priceless
K

How to prevent a sneeze when you feels one coming on.
"The trick—does everyone know this already?—is to rub the bridge of your nose with a finger as though you were erasing the need to sneeze. It works." - MM

It does .

Also
How to prevent smiling
Bite the inside of your cheeks .Then again why would you want to prevent a smile ?
K

Space 15 Twenty turns 1 !

Space 15 Twenty turned 1 on december 5th easy date to remember ,caitlins birthday .

The party  :Face paiting !!,vegan cookies ,great company ,great 'Space' ( no pun intended ) & special performance by  GIRLS  .

a VIP party ,Free & open to the Public .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SPACE15TWENTY !

K

Personally i believe that the words  " miss " & " love " are used to casualy in meaning or conversation . Because if the words are truely ment they are overpoweringly strong .Then as humans we shutdown & turn numb ,emotionless . We try to avoid missing something because we cannot deal with it .Which makes one wonder  is it better to truely miss something or turn numb ; to embrasse the pain because it shows you that you acualy care about something ,reminds you what it means to you .Whereas if you are emotionless you might forget why you cared at all .Their is no balance present & unstabile is a solid word .
K

SNOW DAY

12/6/09
It kills me to not be in DC right now . More then usualy because it snowed ,real snow ,a thick layer. I love the Snow ,mostly when i am inside  i stay outside sometimes for hours ,but  i love coming inside & having hot chocolate & listening to all the christmas songs . [ did you know they have a channel where they only play " rudolf the rednose reindeer" ONLY ! ] then driving to Starbucks & stirring the coffee with a candycane ,that is my favorite part . In DC the seasons are so opposite of oneanother each one is so beautiful in it's own regions . At present everything is covered in white
& eventhough last year i did not want to go into the city & look at all the christmas trees again .Because honestly someof them are not beautiful & it was so cold .I am so glad i did ,DC is so decorated in the christmas season  Everyone who has been in DC for the Holiday season knows what i am attempting to explain .When it snows when you go to sleep & their is already snow on the ground  ,you truely believe you know the meaning of 'winterwonderland ' . I suppose i know why their is a song about DC at christmas time .
I hope everyone is enjoying the snow .
K

Poetry & illustration:

hello popshot .Also look at the Blog on the site .
K

+ Damn the internet is just amazing ,we have completaly stopped appriciating it's awesome power .
+ Let us not try to be so damn philosofical .
+ well you are a half so then we have 1 & a half .
K